life in reflection
Posted: 29th Jul 2007
this has not been as good as in the past 28. I thought the year before was the most difficult. but life has shown me that not to be true, and it can be worse... I wonder sometimes why life can be so harsh? The ending of a life that has lived is sad, but it was a life well lived. But the ending of a life so soon, is worse for they never got to live...but maybe they did, and just because we are not them we don't know. Love love is something most chase, or think they have. You see it when you don't want to, or feel it and can't have it. I just wish I could go back and re experience it, and the moments that made me laugh, and sing. For all I ever wanted and dreamt of has happened twice when I thought it wouldn't even once. Now that I have brushed myself off and begun to walk it hurts more then before. It hurts more beause I wanted it more...and still do.
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I know it seems like there's no way anyone could ever understand how you feel and that there is nothing anyone can say to help you feel better, but I still wanted to say that I feel ya and there are people in the world who care and understand. anonymous30th Jul 2007
this is how i felt... anonymous13th Nov 2007
Boy revisting this feeling and the 98th wall suxs even more! ~C21st Mar 2008