my last league match
Posted: 20th Feb 2007
and me running out the table until i scratched the white on the black and gave the game away ... really pisses me off to lose a game like that when i so should have won it ... the same happened in my next game and i'm just really not enjoying this anymore ... i told brian i wanted to quit the team ... it's just too much stress right now
update
i also figured out that i don't actually like competetive things ... yeah i know ... let me know when you all stop laughing ... but it's true ... i expect perfection from myself and when i'm not perfect at something i get very upset with me
now you would think that miss so-far-from-perfect-it-hurts would have figured out how to deal with her less than perfect existance by now but no... still working on that one
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but this is a good pic of how you feel. black and white fuzzy... it captures your feeling. NiCe! anonymous20th Feb 2007
Just dont show up for 2 weeks and you will be replaced Big_Jay20th Feb 2007
life is no guarantee nor perfect. like i have to tell you that. its good to expect better of you, but when you don't follow through as planned, don't become miss 'i need a moment' grumpy pants. geesh!! most all of us know how you get when you make mistakes on the table... 
moon21st Feb 2007